21st Jan 08
The time has finally come... Our 'O' Level result has finally, finally going to be released... Pray hard that history will not repeat itself... Please... I can't afford to fail. Some people will say I will do well, but I do not think so... Now I don't dare to plan nor dare to have high expectation. Haiz. I got really nothing to say. No mood to continue chapter 3 and 4.
What if I do badly for my 'O' Level? What shall I do? I can't imagine that scenario. I worked so called hard enough to go to the best class in my secondary school. Now I do not want to fall back... No more downfall for me. NEVER!!!
Haiya. Continue about chapter 3 bah...
"After the release of 'O' Level result, irregardless is good or bad, Flare will be dead. There will be no such person called Flare. Everything will change drastically. So much that you could not believe that's me..."
"Oh really, all I know is that after the release of 'O' Level result, everybody will be on their own. Haiz. Sad to say, everything has a beginning and an end. Once it end, everything will soon change. Everyone will go their own way."
"Agree to you. Despite planning ahead, if nobody wants to listen, is still useless... haiz. never mind lah, I had already prepared for the worst to come. But please, let's not be worst. Nor worse. I hope to be best or if not very good. If can, I hope to have one single digit for my L1R5. It sound so demanding, but I can't afford to lose to my primary school friends. NEVER!!!"
"Relax.. Didn't you say you will not get angry. So easily get angry. Also, I thought you got no feelings? Why worried so much for your 'O' Level. What's done cannot be undone!!!"
"I know, but receiving my GCE 'O' Level result is different. It's something that will determine your future. It's something that will change everything. So I must of course get worried. And must be super worried."
"Didn't you say, there are alot of aspects to do well for exam"
"Ya, Calmness, Smartness, Confidence, Hardwork..."
"Haiya, never mind lah. Anyway, chapter 3 will be short and sweet..."
"Ok, leave the best part after you receive your 'O' Level result bah..."
"Alright..."