School starting tomorrow.
Haiz.
So boring.
Especially tomorrow is Comm and CODID.
Worst.
Comm got ICA3 which our class did minute amount only.
CODID, worst, I did only 1/4 of it.
Haiz.
First day of school confirm very bad de.
Sometimes I am thinking, how come last time in secondary school, I can manage 8 to 9 subjects.
But now in Poly, I can't even manage 6 modules.
I like to draw.
But I don't know why I don't like some modules.
Maybe, I was not hardworking enough.
Maybe, I am too used in playing and relaxing for the past few months.
Maybe, worst, I have chosen the wrong course.
Either ways, I must continue on since I have already made my final choice.
My future lies on this choice.
Haiz.
So irregardless whether I like it or not, I must press on with it for 3 years.
Message to SOME1 and SOMEONE...
Trust is important, but you must take it as a challenge.
It's true that some people have never quarrell, but u see, when arguement really happens, it will be worst.
Do you both know, when such scenario happens, it will usually show both of their true characters.
When true characters are shown, that's the time where trust come about.
It's only when you trust that person, both of you will be able to resolve it peacefully.
But also, understanding each other is important too.
You must first trust the person, then you will understand.
When you finally understand that person, you will start to know more about him/her.
When you start to know more about him/her, you will start to love him/her more.
Hence, the relationship can continue.
Everything has a beginning and an end.
But also, in the same time, the reason why it ends is because something happens that casued it to end.
In order to keep it everlasting.
Prevent that 'something' from happening.
In order to prevent that 'something' from happening, you must have these qualities.
Loves, Cares, Supports, Trust, Understanding and lastly, Calmness.
You must stay calm to act.
Don't get affected by what other people said about you.
If you trust yourself, then you should not listen to others.
If you trust your partner, the more you should not listen to others.
Others people do not see the same perspective as what you see.
Their thinking is not the same as what the other person thinks.
Do what you think is correct.
If ever you are stuck in the middle, stay CALM and think again.
There are many routes for you to choose.
It's just the matter whether you choose is correct or not.
If is correct, then good for you.
If is wrong, then stay even Calm and think again.
Plan it before you go for it.
Don't be too rush to judge it.
Stay neutral for a moment first.
Think thoroughly before you act.
You must think...'Why does he/she do this to me? There must be a reason to it.'
Every actions carry reasons to it.
Every words carry meannings to it.
Think from his/her point of view first before you act.
Once everything is ready, then you act.
If the final product is not what you want, then maybe, last attempt, accept the fate.
Never choose death as your final decision if ever it fails.
Start afresh.
Life would be better instead.
As for other parties, you have no rights to convince someone not to do this.
Your thoughts may be different from others.
Don't ever give a death penalty without seeing the whole incident.
If not, the innocent will suffer.
As for side viewers, you have no rights to judge who is right or wrong.
Worst still, you give different perspectives, which worsens the situation.
If it's not your business, you don't get involved with it.
You are not the judge.
The SOME1 and SOMEONE are the judges.