Run as much as I could.
Think as many solutions as I could.
But the end result is still the same.
Nothing comes out.
In fact, it became worst.
But its ok.
It is only then I see the real fact.
I see the importance of certain things.
And the unimportance of some things.
I see it.
I feel it.
Now I won't fight back.
Just hope when your turns come.
Don't expect me to help.
I won't even waste a single bit of my energy to help.
Coz I won't bother about it.
I only help those that deserved it.
The rest is either they sink or swim.
None of my business anymore.
Coz now I see the reality of the society.
Don't do things that you will be regreted for.
Coz I don't care anymore.
School term starting soon.
It seems that when you become neutral.
Things seem to be better for you.
Rather than you go around asking people to help.
Help yourself rather than to beg for help.
Only people beg for help from me.
And if they were to do that.
I will consider those that deserved it.
Other than that.
The answer is NO.
Pretty straightforward.
The feelings is complicated.
The road is getting tougher and tougher.
So I guess I should be neutral.
Instead of care no one but himself.
I care those that is important to me.
One day you will realise what it means.
One day you will understand the feeling of it.
One day you will regret about it.
But isn't it too late.
Well, that's your choice.