I took a gamble.
A gamble that cost me alot of stress.
Stress over financial.
The crisis have not subsize yet.
I am hoping that everything will pass on smoothly.
Promoting to SE wasn't easy for me.
The next position is ME.
By end of 20th Nov, I hope to be MM.
Provided everything goes according to plan.
Of course, there will be some back up.
But then, the energy left to continue fighting is minimal.
Studies are coming in too.
Can cope or not will be different story.
But since I take this challenge, I will finish it.
Anyway, this might be a good start for me.
Especially when I am going for the incentives at the later stage.
By then, everything will change.
The winds are strong.
The walls are hard.
The tough gets going, the going gets tough.
But I believed, after the storms diminished, the light will rise.
The darkness will fall.
The light will rise.
And everything will be back to normal.
In fact, better than normal.
But there is one criteria.
That is provided everything goes according to plan.
This is hard.
But if this can be overcome.
Everything will be a piece of cake.
I want to turn the table around as soon as possible.
I want to change everything.
This is harder than 'O' Level.
This is harder than exam.
Hope one month later.
Everything will change.
The status will change.
As for my studies, do not need to worry.
I will still balance my studies.
I will do well for both.