I am lost.
Losing everything seemed very shag for me.
I feel I gain nothing out of it.
But after somehow or what.
I see the light.
And I know actually the answer is simple.
Why do I think so much.
Although is good,
there is limitation to it.
I now aim.
Just like what I did for the past few years.
Though most I did not achieve it.
But there was a sense of satisfaction in it.
This time round will be in different scales.
I need to believe in myself.
And I believe I can do it.
I will do it.
To do something that people seemed impossible.
To do something to make my parent proud.
Though they also said is impossible.
Sound too good to be true.
But that is the motivation for me.
I lost my PSP.
I lost my thumbdrive.
I spoiled my HP earpiece.
I earn nothing much during the holiday.
Due to the lost of my thumbdrive,
I lost all my portfolio works.
In fact, I almost lost everything.
So now, I must gain it all back.
I will turn the table around.
I will prove them wrong.
I will tell everyone, that FERNANDERS KOAK CHAN SAM will definitely make it!
I will hit MARKETING EXECUTIVE within 3 days.
And hit MARKETING MANAGER withing 30 days.
Sound too good to be true.
But when the truth is out.
It will be fantastic.
I will build up my forces.
I will build up everything I have lost.
I will use what I have learnt,
to achieve what I want.
But for one thing in order for me to succeed.
I need the support from my parents, most importantly.
Once I achieved that.
Nothing will be impossible le.
Trust me.
Fernanders Koak Chan Sam will make it.
No matter what happen.
I will not give up until my last breath is gone.
The battle has just began...