Haiz.
Time is running out for me.
How come it seem to be keep repeating the cycle over and over again.
What is wrong with my method?
I changed and improved some.
What went wrong again?
Why do I still stuck at the same place for so many times.
Why!
Why!
Why!
It seem so big yet so small.
It seem so many yet so inactive.
It seem so fast yet so slow.
Is just an illusion or what.
But even if that's the case.
Preseverance is the key.
Hardworking is also another key.
Calmness is another one.
But I applied all.
It still the same.
The energy level is no longer the same as previous le.
Wanted to give up.
But I won't give up.
Because I made a promise to someone indirectly.
I want to let that person see my status.
Academically, I did quite ok for my Year 1.
But now is Year 2.
No longer like last time le.
Must really plan out my time well.
What is happening to me?
I seem so weak.
So weak that I am speechless.
The game is so difficult.
I see others succeed.
Some failed.
But why I keep belonging to the failure type?
What is the key to succeed?
Can someone give me tips to unlock?
The weaks are so weak.
Why?
Because they have no dreams in their life.
No opinions.
A follower is always a follower if he/she does not have opinions.
So weak.
Such weaklings don't deserve to be my list.
Why?
Because they are weak.
WEAK!
Time flies past pretty fast.
Now already 18 years old le.
Soon, I will see some of my friends going to NS.
Soon, I will see some of my friends getting married.
Soon, I will see some of my friends celebrating their 1st child birthday party.
Soon, I will see myself graduating from NYP.
Soon, I will see some of my friends doing extremely well in their academic.
Soon, I will see some of collegues getting their car.
Soon, I will see my friends getting their license.
Soon...
Soon, the friendship will break.
Soon, the game will end.
Soon, the beginning of new life will begin.
Because everything has a beginning has an end.
When is the end?
When is the beginning?
The answer to it is ACTION.