I got to admit...
It's been long since I last blog over here.
But I just couldn't tell anyone how I feel.
Perhaps I prefer to post it in the blog where only a few people can read it.
To be exact, yesterday, I met out with Rachel.
One of my new friend whom I met during the Comex show 2010.
Actually I am really happy to have meet such a person.
I don't know how to say it.
But somehow or what, when both of us were chatting.
So called like introducing more about ourselves to each other.
I realised she remind me of someone.
Someone who talks like that.
Someone who has similar mentality as her.
And that's me.
Haha.
Not BHB okay.
What I mean was she reminded of myself.
What surprised me was her age.
To have such 'mentality' at the age of 16, turning 17 this year was impressive.
I mean from the way she told me.
I can tell that she is a strong girl.
Someone who is independant.
Don't rely on people.
Someone who know how to analyse, observes and plan.
Someone who knows how to balance slightly well between logical and emotional.
Talking to her gave me the feeling of me talking to myself.
Initally when the both of us started messaging each other.
I thought that whatever you put in words might be fake.
Well, I can't assure that I will trust her 100%.
But at least from the way she express herself is more than enough.
I can tell that she is still slightly uncomfortable.
Afterall, we just know each other for like maybe a week?
Even me myself do feel uncomfortable communicating with her in english.
Is not that I am weak in english.
Just that I tends to mix and match both EL and MT.
Really admire this kind of people.
She is the second girl who is younger than me, that I considered as 'mature'
Hope we still can stay in contact.
Haha.
Haha.
Can consider my ideal girl in my mind.
Haha.
Just joking.
Okay, it's pretty late now.
I shall update the next time.